Friend: What's wrong?
In my head: I'm always thinking of her so I'm never happy.
In my head: I'm never happy so I'm always stressed.
In my head: I'm always stressed so I never sleep.
In my head: I get no sleep so I'm tired all the time.
In my head: I can't focus on school cause I'm so tired.
In my head: I have no social life cause I have bad grades.
In my head: I have few friends cause I have no social life.
In my head: This is all because I can't stop thinking of her.
In my head: In short, everything is wrong.
Out loud: I just forgot my math homework, I'm fine.

Hypocrite

I preach to always think of your own happiness, because no matter what, everything you do has an effect on you. But, I can’t help but put myself even behind my greatest enemies.

act like you are.

if you love me, act like it.
if you hate me, act like it.
if you want me, act like it.
if you don’t, act like it.

I have enough problems, I don’t need you confusing me.
Don’t put on a show to spare my feelings, if you don’t like me as a friend, don’t pretend you do.

But don’t just decide to dislike me. Don’t just choose to not give me a chance. If there’s one thing in the world people don’t give me, its a chance. I hate it. I just want to try to get you to like me. But, you won’t give me a chance.

I’m not trying to get attention.

I’m trying to be saved.

crying blows.